I have not been updating in the past week. GUILTY AS CHARGED. Reason? To damn lazy. I blame lazyness for a lot of my procrastinating . . who wouldnt blame lazyness? Lets see , what to update about. It's been a very interesting week starting with the odd turn up of me at this tour for Fall Out Boy. It was last minute unexpected type bullshit. How can I miss a FOB show? you may ask. Well simply, put Cute Is What We Aim For and Plain White T's as the openers . . That will deff make me consider NOT seeing FOB for the 50th time (which might just be that many in these 5 long one's). . anways. . . point is that I went to the FOB show on tuesday with high hopes of being highly entertained as I just waddle into the pit and make fun of SHAT's hair. . . bad comb over. Lets just say this Fall Out Boy fans are getting younger and younger. Its ridiculous how they act sometimes. Whose their ring leader? 2 words Bad Mullet . . . and not Billy Ray Cyrus either. . Sometimes I dont know what to think of Pete Wentz. I love to hate him yet I love him so much more. Love is used loosley here. I love him in the sense that he is in one of my favorite most respected bands and himself as a person and not as the sex symbol i SO dont see . . Honestly on the real . Id agree hands down with anyone who said Joe Trohman's got whats going on. End. Of. Story. Young Wild Things Tour . . . went to about uh two of those. I dragged a very umm well . . . how do i put this. . a non fob lover to the SD show and turned her into a FOB lover . . I love doing that. .
On with my life. February kids!!! mark those calendars . . 8 fucking Cobra shows. This. Will. Be. INSANE. What can I say? I live to be on the road and I live for the road to be on my feet!
not. funny.
Starting friday will be a very merry A7x road trip. I had to play mother to my 15 year old brother and decided because he fucked up in school and isnt getting good grades that he will NOT be attending this very unholy union. I know I know I'm suppose to be his really cool non judgmental smoke a cancer stick with you and offer your first blow of hindu weed, but sadly I am more like his mother than I'd like to be. Raising a fifteen year old isnt easy when you are nineteen and just left the stages of rebellion and havoc is the hardest most painful experience. . . but someone has to do it. Don't get me wrong I love my little brother more than life itself. He makes up 1/4 of the only people I love more than the breath I breathe, the same people that I will take a bullet in the ass like Forrest Gump for. No one and nothing is more important then my family and I will do all that I have to to make sure every single one of them are well taken care of. Yet I find my self not knowing nor capable of knowing what to do with this boy. Its not like I'm here to cramp his style. In fact i'd rather him have style than be a dork wad. . but thats beside the fact.
On the other side of the tracks I can succesfully say I failed another semester of Freshman community college. God. Talk about shit. Its just one of those things where I actually put effort into something and then I get thrown to many things all at once. Its not my fault. Honestly. I blame the fact that I lost my godamn homework. I just realized that I am a total hypocrite and I contradict myself way to much. Who em I to judge my brother on his grades? I AM FAILING TOO! Good God. I fail.
I think for the sake of being sane. I better go. Just play nice little games in the dreams in my head. Maybe drink a cup of totallymakemesickcuzmystomachswearsitsvegan EGGNOG . . yum?
If you catch me smiling a bit more its just cause some tow truck pulled me out of the ditch and my headlights are pointed the right way again
realizing your life is nothing but failed missions to the moon as made me a little more poetic than i wish i can feel . Failing gym as a freshmen makes you think would you be better off a freshmen or a fresh man? its a concept worth looking into. . Failing is almost just as sweet as winning you get all the stress in the world and your tunnel slowly closes and hope begins to linger on the sweet ropes of hope . . . but then you can pull an Indiana Jones on that fuckers ass and get that shit back
XOXO - check ya late
1 comment:
i totally understand not wanting to go to fob because of the openers. i didnt really want to see cute either.
but i needed a show so why not. :)
so your going to the kroq almost acoustic thingy at the gibson. good luck with the tickets, i want to go REALLY bad but i have no cash for 75 dollar tickets.
i totally want to go to cobra... at least one date... but im so broke and im sure they are all sold out by now anyways.
dont feel too bad about your brother... once hes out of high school he can fail college all he wants. haha
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