So it is Christmas eve and I spent all day cleaning and preparing a tree for ungreatful little children. If god sent mothers beautiful respectable little angels. . then fuck GOD SENT US LITTLE DEVILS. . those little shits. . They are un greatful and un forgivable. . I buy them the world. . they give me all the crap in return. Shit. These children are why I am never having children. NEVER EVER EVER.
Onto more MERRIER events. Tonight is the eve of christmas and Ive spent more money then I'd like this year on this family alone. . My friends too.. but only a select 3 ha ha. . I dont have money for friends. . Just the one's who have been through thick and thin with me. . The ones who will throw a beer at me when I am on the floor throwing up. . Friends like that are the friends that will take care of you.
SO . . Tomorrow Will be christmas. . i have said that at least twice, have I not? I have nothing much to say. . I'm sure the kids wont like what I got them being I got the girls (including mom) shoes and Anthony a hoodie. . I picked up a few mugs (cute) with Tinker on them for the girls (including mom) and a HUGE motherfuckn stereo for the mother. . I have never spent so much money on one occasion. . I bought Jimmy some vans and gma a amazing cross with purple stones. I bought the cross from an amazing Irish man who was sad that a child told him she didnt believe in christmas (onto that a little later). . . and finally I bought my aunt a clock (weak sauce) which was awesome because its in the shape of a heart and carved out of "Zebra" wood from Africa, go figure. Grandma told me she didnt buy me anything and mother probably couldnt afford anything. . so Im lucked out. . but that's not what chrismtas is all about. .
Back to the discussion about children who were raised not to believe in Santa. . I understand that in some religions or households Santa Clause is nothing but an imaginary figure that was created to bring a spirit to christmas. I understand that, but to raise your child without hope that there just might be a Santa seems like robbery in my eyes. I remember when I was probably a good 16 I still wanted to believe in Santa, to be honest I still do. I believe him to be more of a symbol for caring and sharing and getting together for the holidays. The concept of Santa is what makes Christmas. Not the presents, not the food, the thought of a fat man in my living room leaving me something good for the morning. That was what my child hood was about. I had to wait 364 days for this fat man in a red suit to come through my door and jiggle his fat belly over my tree and drop off those Barbies I was praying for. The cool thing about my Santa was I got 2 visits a year being I had 2 homes. I. Had. It. Made. So in hearing that a family raised their child to not believe in Santa I was a little sad. What does the child look forward too? all year. How does the child not think ZOMG SANTA IS COMING!!!! It just saddens me. . Tell the kid their is DEFF no Easter bunny. . but SANTA?!?!?! that's equivalent to telling your child that GOD isnt real . . . and well. . I dont believe he is either. . BUT SANTA. . COME ON!
Well I think I am done trying to defend a lost cause. Holidays are beginning to lag in this FAT generation. Kids dont even trick or treat anymore yet alone send each other Valentines or even go on easter egg hunts. Fat America is ruining our youth. Tis a little sad. . One day when I have little Juliana Grace Nicole Ulloa-Ard Jr I will raise taht shit to believe in every fictional saint out there INCLUDING THE EASTER BUNNY. . jeesh people. . Kids dont even believe in Mickey Mouse. . come on. . .its Mickey Mouse. .
Just before I go . . I wanted to add these Pictures of Yesterday. .
WE CALL OURSELVES
WE CALL OURSELVES
SNOOPIES GROUPIES!!!!!
Just a little. . TO EXCITED
PS: Those damn Jonas Brothers are on TV again ABC tomorrow morning. . THe Christmas Parade. . those boys NEVER sleep or take a break. . or celebrate any holidays. .
POOR LITTLE BOTHERS
ps2: I'll put pics of the tree up tomorrow morning. . and all the little gifts the girls get from me and mom. .
ps3: Ella now lives with me in my house ONCE AGAIN
reeeeuunnitted cuz it feeelllls soooo goood
1 comment:
i love you jewlie.
i really do.
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