Spring 2008

With Spring being a VERY BUSY time for me. . 

I have decided to take ALL OF MY CLASSES online

thats 3 classes ladies and gents of the INTERWEBZ 

the 4th is an art class i plan to drop

im in it for the health insurance. . . 

Econ2

English 101

Buis2

Im really worried about Econ2

but bleh. . hopefully i can pull it off

My Proper Goodbye

My original post was a little far fetch. It was me trying to get over something that was going on in my life that happened to tie with what I thought happened to Heath. Im not sure if anyone will ever REALLY know what happened but the point is the man it is at rest now. 

So all my prayers go out to Michelle, Matilda and the Ledger family 

Rest In Peace 

They expect more from me than I can give them

Em I really who they think I am?

Em I really that important piece of vital information?

That last glitch in the system?

I really wish I wasn't asked of so much

proving myself to the system

just to see a better tomorrow

for who?

for me?

nah. . A better tomorrow for me

would be the end to slavery

the end to hatred

the end to competition

because its all about self domination

A better tomorrow for them

would be a re take of the 1918 world series

a chance to destroy a country

a couple of hearts

maybe break up a family

Peace isnt real

its in the imagination

a theory we play with 

so lets all go down

where heaven meets hell 

explode with the stars

and wither away

To a friend that i hold close to my heart

Never give up hope of a better tomorrow
a better day will come for you
maybe not today
nor will it come tomorrow
but someday you will get over the
monstrous mountain we call life
and you will stand on that mountain
victoriously and raise your arm up high
and scream to the heavens

FUCK YOU !!!

- Jewlie

I love you beef. like no tomorrow. I will be here till the day you turn me in for a pinata. .

ha ha

THIS ONES FOR YOU

"I'm A Fake"

[Spoken:]Small, simple, safe price

Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets

This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals

And I am not afraid to die

I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.I want the pain of payment

What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts

Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks

Would you be my little cut?

Would you be my thousand fucks?

And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid

To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts

My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter

I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart

Love is not like anything

Especially a fucking knife

Look at me, you can tell

By the way I move and do my hair

Do you think that it's me or it's not me?

I don't even care

I'm alive

I don't smell

I'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)

[Chorus:]Just look at me, look at me now

I'm a fake [x4]Just look at me, look at me now

I'm a fake [x4]

Do I drink? Do I date?

I've got perfect placement all my ink

Satisfied, in your eyes

I'm the biggest fan I've got right now
I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look

The people around me, the people surround me

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)
[Chorus]

My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace

I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the face

and this sicknes isn't me, I pray to fall from grace

The last thing I see is feeling

And I'm telling you

I'm a fake [x4]

And I'm telling you I'm...
[Chorus]

All To Entertain You

I am very distubed by the recent news of Britney Spears. I almost feel sorry for her, because she is only human and the media has pushed her to become this monster. I cant believe just a few hours ago police raided her home because she refused to give back HER CHILDREN! those are her children and police raided HER HOUSE?!?! I'm sorry. That is not right, and who ever decided that Brittney is an UNFIT mother needs to shove a donkey up their ass for thinking KFED is any better. This has driven me past my cool. I respect that woman for putting up with it this long. For fucking dealing with alligations AS RIDIC as they are. Its horrible what the media has created for her. I'm suprised she didnt snap earlier. I'm suprised she hasnt killed herself.

Sometimes I thank who ever plays the magic lottery for not choosing me to become one of them "pop princesses" or any form of famous. Its to much, and fuck you those who laugh in her face and some of you are even my friends. I really look down on you now. Its our fault shes like this. You konw that right. What makes her any different then any of us? I remember vividly riding on my dads lap while holding the wheel. . or even just sleeping. . and no one fucking said shit. I remember my mom dropping my sister IN PUBLIC . . TWICE! and no one claimed she was a un fit mother. SHES A FUCKING MOTHER!!! GET OFF HER FUCKING NUTS. I cannot stand what I am seeing these days. People drowning in the lives of celebrities. Its mostly the youth. The sad pathetic youth. Well i hope yer happy. The bitch has cracked. All because she loves two little boys more than anything in the world. Two little boys who will have to grow up thinking their mother is a psyco case.
Now go back to your normal lives.
Your sad pathetic lives in front of the computer Stalking celebrities such as the JONAS BROTHERS.
Go back to your familiesand your social scene.
Go back to all of what you know
all that makes you safe
because just think about it
she cant go back to anything
and its all to entertain your SAD pathetic little souls.
<3 Jewlie

PS: From now on. I refuse to go on any site that contributes the sad pathetic lives you people lead. Call me crazy like her but look at you laughing at the fact a woman has been hospitlized because she went crazy trying to keep her kids. ALL TO ENTERTAIN YOU.

NEW TOMORROW? Happy New Year

Today marks the first day of the rest of 2008. Its going to be a good year, I hope. Some people make new years resoultions, I make new years im going to try to do's.

1. I'm going to take care of myself more.

2 . I'm going to get more imagery tattoos.

3. I'm going to promote WBR a lot harder and be less lazy about it.

4. I'm going to help take S//C to a new level.

5. I'm going to stop living life so fast. Take a breather.

The last one might kill me .

Well I figure that I can at least step it up a notch in the promoting world. ya know.

My first new years song was REBEL YELL which was all sorts of amazing. The first person to talk to me was Danny from New Tomorrow. Which was funny. OH YEA check out myspace.com/newtomorrow their fuckn AMAZING. S//C's new addition to the happy family.

Thats all I got right now. I didnt party last night as usual because I didnt feel like dealing with drunks all night.

SO i stayed home like the looser I am and just chilled.

happy new year.